Let's excuse the first part of my last post (the part about the best friend still stands). I wrote like it was the end of the world, and it really isn't. I was just mad at myself for a weakness I had allowed myself mentally...honestly. I've built up certain things in my mind, certain outlooks on life and maybe some walls too, and I just had a rather shaking moment where I felt more vulnerable than I had intended to feel. And I just vented my frustrations in the overwhelmed-ness of the moment. And I had a lot piling up all in one day and it just was sucky. I haven't had a day like that in a while, and I forgot how discombobulating it could be.
I don't take back what I said, which is why the post is still there, but I recognize that I do have control. I'm not crazy (well not seriously haha). It's not over yet, but I'm definitely feeling better. I'm okay, I'm always okay.
I miss blogging. School is making me busy and while I'm enjoying most of it, I am looking forward to a repeat of last summer, where I can read and work and write and just spend a lot of time enjoying my own company and getting lost in my own thoughts.
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