trudging through pre-finals week

so all that motivation has pretty much up and left, as i was well aware that it would. i was just hoping it would last a little longer. now i just want to be done, and i just want to be HOME.

i have nothing deep and meaningful to write about tonight. my brain is too exhausted to write anything of real meaning. right now, all i can think about is the music flashbacks claire and i have been having during homework time. boy bands, disney music, and other typical 90s music. and they really just don't make music like they did back then. sure it's a little corny, but really, it's cute and most of all, it's respectful; a trait that seems to be lacking in a lot of today's mainstream music.

and i won't lie, that corny cute-ness appeals to a part of me. i'm a sucker for stuff like that. maybe it gives me false hope, maybe my expectations are too high when i listen to songs and wish that i could find a guy who could feel that way about me. but if someone wrote it, someone felt it. right? so i don't feel its completely out there to hope for something like that in my own life. and hey, i'm a bit of a cheeseball myself, so of course i'm gonna like this stuff. :)

i think i'm just longing for something real. something that's stable. something that has a future. yeah, that would be nice. i'm ready.

to bed i go. well...if the roo and i can motivate ourselves to move the 10 feet from the couch to our room. ohhh finals....