Monday, January 3, 2011

why does it have the word good in it?

goodbyes aren't even good. they should be called badbyes. because they suck.

#1) i'm really bad at goodbyes.
#2) i'm even worse at the goodbyes that i have to say on days like tomorrow.
#3) if i'm crying before i've even had to say goodbye, you know its not going to be a pretty in-the-moment sort of thing.

"Sometimes when you have to say goodbye...you can't say it because your heart won't let you."

"Why are the words 'goodbye,' 'I'm sorry,' and 'I love you' so easily pronounced but so hard to say?"

i'm very not ready for this. not that i'm ever really ready, but something is different this time. and if anyone can tell me what it is, please, be so kind to share. because i'm baffled. i feel like a part of me is leaving...and not just a dumb part like my spleen (sorry...poor attempt at humor), but a really big and important part. its hard to say goodbye knowing you won't see someone for a possible eight more months, especially after two wonderful weeks.

it's so much harder this time. but i wouldn't trade the last two weeks for anything in the world. and i can't wait till the next time.

"Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day farther from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will." - Author Unknown

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."

"If there ever comes a time when we can't be together, keep me in your heart and I'll stay there forever." - Winnie the Pooh

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