right as i lose hope, right as i hit another low point where the optimism gets hard to maintain, and i just feel upset about so much in life...when i feel a bit abandoned and alone...i get yet another reason to smile. another BIG reason. another reason that i'm not even supposed to know yet, but thank gosh i do.
i have a guardian angel. he told me once that i'm always wanted and i always belong somewhere and that is with him. and that this was true no matter how far away we were from each other. i believe him...but sometimes when i'm having a really hard time, the distance just makes it worse. but whenever i get to that level, like magic...he comes back. without fail.
as is the case again. at least i'm 99% sure. i can't even describe what emotion i'm feeling right now. but i could cry...out of relief, out of love, out of complete joy. i'm grateful to know that things are going to get better, and once again - i am going to be okay.
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