why is it so hard for me to go after something that i want so bad?
i know what i want.
i know what i need to do.
i know what i have to say.
when i boil it down to those basics, it's really quite simple...just like it's supposed to be. but then why does it feel like the hardest thing i've ever had to say?
my heart's not broken.
it's battered and bruised.
my heart's not broken.
it's tired and used.
which of course is the real reason it's not as simple as it should be. no one ever wants to feel like they're second best, so why risk the possibility of being made to feel that way?
maybe because of that 1% chance...
maybe because it's even harder to just give up...
maybe because of that little thing called HOPE that just doesn't go away...
maybe because feelings like this are worth taking that risk for.
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